First Blog.

I never really thought I would fall for the one kid. i knoe im young and all, but man is it hard to just forget about ONE person. so i met him in third grade, west new york school ps #6. so we talked everyday, & ever since the first day i saw him, i swear i liked him. still do, possibly always will. he moved to Florida & i moved to north bergen, things were crappy. i forgot all about him,being honest. but then, i saw him one day i walked on bergenline with my best friend. she hates him. he stared at me & i just kept walking. i regretted it, but they always say, never regret, its always a lesson learned. two days later he I.M-ed me on one of my old screen names. I was in my friend Kelly's house. he said " who is this ? " so i pretended i didn't know who he was either. we started talking all over again, he remembered me, i "remembered" him. he gave me his number & said to call him bkuz he had to go. i didnt want to call, but Kelly forced me too. i thank her so much. bkuz from that day on, we spoke every single day. june 31st 2008 at 9 57pm i saw him. hard to believe i remember the date. he came to see me & we talked outside my friends house for a while. we would text day and night, night and day. talk on the phone from 7pm to 5 in the morning. when people do that, they tend to fall asleep on eachother. but we didnt. we talked every single second. about anything, and everything. i havent spoken to him for about 1 week, kind of hard. but i guess i can deal with it . i wish i could see him, i'm always telling him i would & i would, but i don't. i feel bad, but its not my fault. if i were to tell my mother about going to see a boy, i'll most likely be murdered. lol. but , i guess if things are meant to be, then something will happen. /: