Best Friend <3

I just qot off the phone with my best friend. It's completely riqht what hes tellinq me and everybody else. He's the one missinq out on somethinq. Not tryinq to braq or anythinq, but I am one of a kind. My best friend is always tellinq me not to waste a tear on him, cause quys come and qo, but he's the only quy other than my brothers who will always be by my side. I know when he says it, he means it. Tomorrow me & him are qoinq to hanq out for a little while because we haven't seen eachother for like a month. Not cool .


Anyway, I watched that movie Role Models, extremely funny to me. School is qoinq alriqht , no Iris it wasn't qoinq bad because of any little qirl. & it's cause sometimes I don't qet the math, but then I stay shut. Eventually I also fiqure it out. Like now. And instead of waitinq for my teacher to do the next lesson the next day, when I have free time I look over it by myself, see if I can learn it, and by the time she's doinq it, I already know it. I can keep doinq that just so I'm not the only lost one is class. Lol. Science is okay, as for Lanquaqe. Social stuides is alriqht except my teacher is leavinq . SO we don't know whats qonna happen. But yeah. I feel soo much better about BOYS with me talkinq to my best friend, considerinq he is a boy. But no he's not qay, and no he doesn't like me. Lol. Anywhoooo; I'm qonna qo study for a test tomorrow.

Toodles <3 -- Jaslyn Arianne

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Okay, so im qettinq soooo tired of school. i wish i can drop out, but then aqain; i wanna make it to be someone sucessful so i can buy a biq house and have the first floor for myself second for iris, third for rosalinda. & if theres a fourth; Kristan ;] but maybe i`ll just qet a condo. lol. anyway , i have so much work to hand in by wednesday , and today i dont have school its a little bit of an oppertunity to have time and do it all . uhm thursday i saw that kid. nothinq special, its whatever. i hate the fact that one day hes fine with me. we were layinq down watchinq some stupid ass movie; and the next day hes callinq me stupid,hard-headed, bixchy, etcccccc. i think im so done with quys cuss everythinq to them ( at least the ones i like ) are retarded & half the time treat me like poop. we're arquinq now cuss hes retarded; and when hes with me he's [ sinqle ] but OF COURSE; my luck, the verrrrry next day hes [ taken ] . uqh :[

i didn't think it'd hurt this much .

Today.

I came home from school, and my mom was in a bad mood. Didn't really mind. We left to go pick up our laundry. Down the block, I saw him. I think its funny I wrote about him yesterday. Lol. Anyway, when I got home, I i|m-ed him. He was dull. So maybe, just maybe, I'm over him. I highly doubt it, but anyway. Sunday, My best friends mom passed away. When I found out, I just cried. It sucks how your with someone one second, and the next their gone. ]:

Anyway; yesterday I had to deposit money for my graduation ring, but duhh my mom didn't have it. SO, no ring for me this year. Not bothered by it. Its simply whatever. I have homework in every subject, so I'll blog more l8er.

First Blog.

I never really thought I would fall for the one kid. i knoe im young and all, but man is it hard to just forget about ONE person. so i met him in third grade, west new york school ps #6. so we talked everyday, & ever since the first day i saw him, i swear i liked him. still do, possibly always will. he moved to Florida & i moved to north bergen, things were crappy. i forgot all about him,being honest. but then, i saw him one day i walked on bergenline with my best friend. she hates him. he stared at me & i just kept walking. i regretted it, but they always say, never regret, its always a lesson learned. two days later he I.M-ed me on one of my old screen names. I was in my friend Kelly's house. he said " who is this ? " so i pretended i didn't know who he was either. we started talking all over again, he remembered me, i "remembered" him. he gave me his number & said to call him bkuz he had to go. i didnt want to call, but Kelly forced me too. i thank her so much. bkuz from that day on, we spoke every single day. june 31st 2008 at 9 57pm i saw him. hard to believe i remember the date. he came to see me & we talked outside my friends house for a while. we would text day and night, night and day. talk on the phone from 7pm to 5 in the morning. when people do that, they tend to fall asleep on eachother. but we didnt. we talked every single second. about anything, and everything. i havent spoken to him for about 1 week, kind of hard. but i guess i can deal with it . i wish i could see him, i'm always telling him i would & i would, but i don't. i feel bad, but its not my fault. if i were to tell my mother about going to see a boy, i'll most likely be murdered. lol. but , i guess if things are meant to be, then something will happen. /: