so far, so GREAT.

So. I got good news that my uncle\dad has been sober for a while . I mean how great is that? I start high school on Tuesday. My week has gone very swiftly. I've been talkinbg to my old friend cus she needs me since her mom & dad have been arguing constantly. As for me ? I've been great. Nothing major has happened. Iam gonna go to a party tonight since its my last weekend. I feel as if Iam going to get more freedom& more people might start taking me more serious. Hmm, I had the best bk breakfast ever today. I think that's all. :]

quicky.

Dream no small dreams for they have NO power to move the hearts of me.

& with that said, iam going to bed.

Who's gon` run this town tonight ?

i am SO tired of holding back anything to say. I have so much to say and so much on my mind. Boy I can't wait for school to start to get out the house. I feel trapped for some odd reason. I just want to "escape" from whatever I am being trapped from. I can't keep holding in feelings anymore cause soon I'm just going to end up BLOWING up. I have a lot of things I'd like to tell a few people. I think I'm just going to go out & scream FCUK the world. Like Rihanna said, " lifes a game but its not fair I break the rules so I don't care. So I keep doing my own thing walking tall against the rain. Victorys within the mile, almost there don't give up now." sheesh!

Mami Jaslyn?

Ohk, I went to Upstate NY & when I came back I decided to bring my niece back with us. I don't regret it but its annoying that my mom doesn't do anything. I guess its my fault. She did tell me I was going to take full responsibility. I feel like a mother. I wake up at 6am everyday. I love my niece, but I am so glad that her dads mother is picking her up for the day. Also, my sister has a new job & starts the 31st meaninng she's picking up Amaya earlier than expected. My room has been a huge mess cause I haven't had time to clean or pretty much do anything cause I'm so occupied taking care of my niece. This summer has been such a BLAH. O_o