Monday, April 20, 2009

Snitches Get Stitches.

My sister tried to snitch on me bcus on my away message I had a piece of a song . So of course, she called my mom. And my mom wanted me to come home at that moment. The song was Don't fight the feeling. & since my sister doesn't listen to Day 26, she thought I was having SEX . Funny girl. So I called her, & called her a retarded bixch :] When I came home, my mom talked to me &I was lke no mom I'm not having sex. And my mom believed me cus I AM/WAS telling the truth. I'm done with my sister & brother [Alex). They're just hypocrites. I never told about things I've seen on my sisters phone. Or things shes made me do for her. SO she should get her fat ass up , get a job to support her daughter & stop depending on my sister-in-law. I think Victor made a HUGE mistake on moving over there. He could have been fine here with me. Buh I guess not -.- Now I feel extremely alone. It was really him that always made me feel better cus he went through the same shxt I've been going through. I just hope things turn out different considering I'm turning 15 :-X At the same time, I want to be 15 already, and then I just want to enjoy my childhood cus I'm only 14 once. Buh anywayyyy. I've been controlling my bi-polarness & attitude-ness. I don't talk back to my mom. I do things with out her repeating herself, or even asking me. Sometimes I feel lke I'm just so sick of holding everything back. I was crying the other night cus I miss my poppa. BUH it's his choice to not talk to me or anyone else in the family. The letter I wrote, I ended up burning it cus I didn't really feel lke wasting time. Or at least, waste his time. I doubt he would have red it anyway. Uhm , as for school - Lets hope I'm class of Oh9 ! :D Uhm , well I think thats all for now .

p.s -- FOUR2O is gay !

whats the point of that ? HONESTLY.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Random.

Ohk. SO I haven't been on in a while. I'm not going to lie, I haven't written in a while. Lol. Well to begin , I'm passing history FINALLY ! with a 78 , almost an 8O. I'm happy cus I know I can SOO bring that up. I'm passing math cus I'm good in it. Lol. Uhm , language, my teacher LOVES ME, so I hope I pass. His fatass better pass me :] Lol. Science, EASY. :D Point blank is -- I'M GRADUATING ON STAGE. Uhmmmm , I think my sister's coming over soon. So ima see my fatass niece. FINALLY. I miss Iris the most of everyone I miss . I also miss my tia & tio . I was massively depressed the other day cus I miss my daddy. But I guess things happen for a reason . I hate the fact that every one tells me " one day he's going to come back to you , and you're not going to be there" . ACTUALLY, I am going to be there. After all its my dad. & I know its wrong what he's doing, but Idk , I miss him a lot. More than I thought I would ever. Thinking about times we were together & stuff , it sucks. Sometimes I feel I should have taken advantage when I actually had him . But then , I think I did everything right. I know I'm not the cause why he doesn't want to talk to me. Its all him.

But anyway, I'm cutting my hair for sure soon. & I might get highlights. DON'T WORRY * my mom's not doing them & Iris isn't cutting it . LOL. It's going to a
professional.

Lol. Anywho, I'm out. Goodnight Peace&♥